自己做主

This is the first time that I make the decision by myself. Amazing! But that is the truth. In my past twenty years I don't really have to make a decision by myself. Life is going in its way. My parents my teachers help me to make the decision most of the times and things seem always turn out to be not bad to me.

It is time that I have to grow up and make a decision by myself. At first, I try to escape from it. Because I let the God to make a decision for me again. After thinking for days and talking to friends and families. I finally come out the answer. I won't pursue a PHD immediately after finishing my graduate study. That's very hard to me. Because I used to change my mind. This time I can not change again. As a rational person, base on the knowledge I have, the best way to go is to go to industry and to face a new world to me.

Last night, I have decided it. But I don't feel good today because I still thinking about switching the choice. Now, I can take an oath that I have firmly make up my mind. It do call for a lot of courage. Now I feel relax. However, there're a lot of things to do. I have to get down do prepare myself for the job I would like to pursue. In fact, I have to figure out what kind of job I'd like to do.

Bless myself!