杂想

After finishing supper, I feel sleepy again. Oh, no! I can not sleep now. I have been slept for a whole afternoon. Then, what to do. Look through the web.

I read shoppings rescent posts. Yeah! I have the same problem. In fact, I realize this problem since last year especially last few weeks. Then finally I made a decision by my self. Insteasd of pursuing a PHD I'll pursuing a job. I thought that I had thought it throughly and had a stern mind. However, I find that it is not true. I am not so stern as I thought. I am curious about the new world I am going to face. And sometimes I think I can make a big change and achieve the dream.

What's my dream? A villa, a limousine, and I would to travel aroud the world enjoy the beauty of the world with my family. And at the same time, money is still come into my account. And I'd like to help my hometown to become wealthy. And may be some day after I come back from a journey I can be tutor that help people to sail for their dreams. Is it good? Too ambitious. But it is good to dream. Some time I think may be one day it will come true, and I even wondered if some friends would like to work with me may be it can be touched. But just some time, or several seconds. When come into reality, I don't know what I can do how I can come closer to my dream even though may can not even touch it. I don't know and may be I'll never know.
Lao Hong told to me that there're many things that u will never know, don't enclose yourself in it otherwise, u will become a philosopher. Let the philosophers care that. That's pretty true and to the point. Even that I can not stop to think about it, especially when I faceing difficulties.

I moved back just before the falling of my first step. There are attampting things around u. Every now and then they will come to u. This time u must be strong and stern to yourself to your heart. Keep in mind keep to your heart it cannot deceive u. We live in a relative world. 在人生的前半段不要犹豫，在人生的后半段不要后悔。