Insomnia

Several days in a low I am insomnia. I can't fall asleep before 2am and can't remain asleep for an adequate length of time. I waked up at about 6:30 and can't fall asleep any more. Lying in the bed, thinking. Every time I was waked up by nightmare. All I dreamed about is my journey back. It seems that I am not so happy and exciting as supposed to. Last night, I dreamed that my flight is today and I don't realize it before shopping informed me that and then plane is going to take off soon. I haven't packed up my luggage not to mention buy presents to my friends. I was busy packing up my luggage and then I cried. I still can't accept that I am going to leave in a few hours and worried that I won't never go back to Singapore. I will miss my friends so much. Then I waked up. Last time shopping told me that she heard I was sobbing the other night.

I packed up my thesis and sent it to my supervisor last night. I haven't finished some aspects he asked me to do. More exactly, I haven't figured out a proper way to add them in and the article still answering the same question. I am looking forwards to seeing him. The first thing I do today is to check the mailbox. I logged into the outlook concernedly. I haven't got his reply. Continuing waiting for the reply, I am tired but don't feel sleepy at all. Sitting at student lounge, typing the ugly words I have thought of. Anyway, today is Saturday. I have rescue to kick off.