Data

I have been dealting with the data for a long time. It is very tiresome. What's worse is that I spent half a day in the library siting in front of the Terminal but got nothing I want. I was almost beaten. I almost cry. But I can not be beaten by such small difficulty. Anyway, I have much more clean data now. And I have to futher match them one by one.

I am exhausted. My thesis topic is still hung. Last time, I talk to my supervisor. He told me to match the data and do the literature review at the same time. So, I come back to match the data and read the papers I have read before and then summarise them. But, I am always confuse that, I even don't have a topic how can I do the literature review? How can I judge which part of them is important to me? Why every time is dealing with the data? To now, I don't see the light. I have no idea when and how I can get out.

Am I really very monoric? I even can not work out a thesis, how can I do a good job in the financial market? How can I sell myself. What you can do to the company?

I don't like to accept it. And I am not so bad, am I?

Come on! Keep on trying! Just stress, silly!